I was surfing the internet today checking out blog posts.
I came across one that made me think of the Green Day Song called
‘Boulevard of Broken Dreams’, in an entirely new light.
The thought was that the lyrics were an accurate expression of
the internal experiences of someone who suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder.
I have had friends who struggle with the affliction.
So I tried to sing the song from that vantage point.
To see the post, that inspired my version. Visit:
https://luckyottershaven.com/2016/06/05/monday-melody-boulevard-of-broken-dreams-green-day/
Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a…
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
Of what’s fucked up and everything’s alright
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a…
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a…
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk a…
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone…
Categories: Ted Giffin
I’m the writer of the post that inspired this musician to do this version. Here was my review of his efforts (which was posted on my blog):
I like this arrangement-the melody sounds slightly “off” but in a way I think you intended. It does seem as if there is more than one voice all kind of at war with each other, and there seems to be a scattered kind of feeling and some kind of extraneous “noise” like the noise that goes on in the head of a triggered Borderline (or person with CPTSD/PTSD). I think this is what you intended…anyway, I think this is a really interesting version and the vocals are good. I’m happy to have you share my link, and have it here on my blog. Thanks!
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I am so happy to know how you heard this. Yes, there were two vocal parts. And the noise was very much intended done with my hollowbody guitar which is named ‘Shadow” by the way, kinda give you the double meaning when reading the lyrics. I believe that it is courageous to tackle any sort of mental illness, (I have suffered as well.) So glad that I gave it proper expression. Thank you as well!!
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I hope your post gets lots of views! Are you going to put a video for it on Youtube?
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I hope so much that I get lots of views. I did not think of doing a video for it. I could though. I would really would want to make a thorough expression with imagery. Must give that thought.
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You should do it!
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Making the video could give me relief from the constant messing with sound. Like a bridge back to visual. I might take a break now, jot some ideas down. I really am trying to visual ‘war in one’s head’.
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If you make this, make sure to comment on my blog that you have or send me the link via Twitter (my Twitter feed is in the sidebar)
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Tweeted you, uh..It literally was like the first tweet I have ever typed..Not sure if you got it..
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I will check for it now
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Reblogged this on Lucky Otter's Haven and commented:
Ted Giffin, a musician, said he read my earlier post from today that compared the lyrics of “Boulevard of Broken Dreams” to Borderline Personality Disorder and this arrangement of the song was inspired by that post.
My comments about his version:
“I like this arrangement-the melody sounds slightly “off” but in a way I think you intended. It does seem as if there is more than one voice all kind of at war with each other, and there seems to be a scattered kind of feeling and some kind of extraneous “noise” like the noise that goes on in the head of a triggered Borderline (or person with CPTSD/PTSD). I think this is what you intended…anyway, I think this is a really interesting version and the vocals are good.”
Enjoy the song and visit his blog!
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(SMILES)
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I figured it might help with your views. 🙂
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🙂
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I never thought of the song in this light, although I have sung along to Green Day many times…now I’ll think of it differently. Nice version. (K)
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Great!!
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Ted, great cover of a song I have always liked, and the inspiration for doing the cover is really so thoughtful, very cool. ~ Mia
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Hey thank ya very much! Made a video a for it too. She asked me too! 🙂
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Ted, I just watched it, it’s really wonderful! 🙂
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🙂
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Quality track and well performed, my friend!
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Thank! Hey I made a video for it as well!
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Oh cool I’ll check it out shortly!
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Koolio!
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Nice, Ted. I enjoyed reading the comments and your connection with the inspirations behind the song. So amazing when that happens. 😀
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Certainly is nifty!
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